OMG hiii :3

1.You're 16 now wow, still a kid to me though :3 (wdym im just 14 days older stfu) I just wanted you to know a lot has happened in the past 8 months, and I've only grown to like you more I have a lot of things to say to you, so let me start with ; You're my favorite, favorite person, favorite notification, favorite... whatever there is. You're so special to me, and being special to me means you mean the world to me, I think about you randomly throughout the day, think about the sweet things you say, really they make me smile, even though you're miles away. (wow that rhymed I might just be Shakespeare y'all)

3.I only wish for the finest things in life for you. I really hope you stay happy and healthy for the following years, and even if we stop talking I'll always hope you're doing well. I hope I can help you through the hard times. Only if you let me, I'll gladly listen to all your problems, and always be there for you. I appreciate all the little things you do for me to make me happy and make me feel important :') Do you know how happy i feel everytime you tell me you're going around mentioning my name to people you know. Like God I can't help but smile whenever that thought crosses my mind because that's so sweet of you. You're unknowingly so sweet.

The hell are you so insecure for, when you're such a cutie patootie

2.Im not sure why you think you're not good looking or maybe they're jokes I really can't tell? but to me you're so fucking cute, I could look at your pictures a 1000 times without getting bored, sorry if you're cringing right now because I'm acting "romantic" soooooooooooooo sorry lol I can't help it I can't help pouring my heart out to you, because you mean too much to me, and I like you an insane amount, which doesn't make sense because I've never even met you, I don't know why I like you maybe I like you because you remind me of the old me, or maybe I admire some parts of you, your confidence, your ability to stand up for yourself, and how you don't care about certain things, and the fact that you're your own person, and the fact that you don't get swayed by others opinions, how you don't care what they think of you, maybe you're everything I feel like I lack in myself. Maybe that's why I like you, because I admire you. Ofc that's not all, I like you because you care to listen, you care to notice the little things no one ever did. You never leave any space for me to overthink about stuff. I love that about you, how you want to make everything clear no matter how time consuming it is you still do it.

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I love talking to you at the end of my day, I look forward to talking to you all the time. And i love hearing about your day and everything you have to say to me. Even when im with my friends, if they mention anything slightly close to what you've told me, I always bring up your name and start yapping (they're so fed up of me 🤭BUT IDGAF YOU MAKE ME SO HAPPY). You telling me i look pretty, is almost the same as me getting elected as the president (I'm on cloud 9 then). I literally smile so wide while I lay down on my bed looking at your texts you'd never be able to guess since I only spam you with kanye stickers 😍☝ I'd never get tired of your voice, or your laugh. Id never get tired of seeing pictures of you, I could really not get tired of you at all. You make me happy without even trying, but also bring down my mood without the intention of doing so (yes taana hai 🥰) I can't explain with words how much you mean to me (continues to write 100000 words on how much you mean to me) I automatically smile when I see you like wow who's this total cutie 🎀 You're so so so so so cute and not just by your face but also the things you say I wish I could call you in the middle of the night and go to sleep while talking to you but my parents are so strict they'd kill me for just talking to a guy 😝😝 (STILL I RISK IT ALL AND CALL YOU, YOU BETTER APPRECIATE IT) I get so giddy when you call me. I feel stupid about how happy you make me. Truly, you do.

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When we first started talking, I had no idea you'd become so important to me. Honestly speaking I thought we had nothing in common and that we'd stop talking in a few days. But I'm glad you kept messaging me and tried to conversate, or I would've took my leave a long time ago 😭 And now I can't even stop myself from talking to you for a week like 🔥wow🔥 I'm definitely cooked! Honestly speaking you're the only one I've put so much efforts on, like who is stupid enough to write such a long message and then make a website haha yeah... ;-; I WISH YOU WERE HERE SO BAD, seriously life would be so much better hanging out with you every now and then. So jealous of the people that get to see you everyday. Living 1869km away from me is not funny ritvik, come over the joke's over now. And honestly speaking when you text me first you make my day but when i text you I feel like I'm annoying you (SO TEXT ME FIRST NIGGA) so thank you so much for always texting me first. You're the best :))

I could write a whole lot for you, to the point even you'd feel sick to hear about yourself. But I'll never run out of things to say. Think I went a little overboard with suchhh a long message haha oh god tujhe toh english aati bhi nahi dhang se isiliye I've kept it a little light 🫠 (hanji mei aapki bezzati kar rhi hu, kya kar loge 😝)

6.☆

(JUST TRANSLATE IT AT THIS POINT I GIVE UP I CAN'T EXPRESS MY PROPER FEELINGS IN HINDI OK, IT FEELS TOO VULNERABLE AND CRINGE DON'T ASK ME WHY) And thank you for wanting to talk things out whenever we fought, thank you for apologizing and understanding. Because if i was you id have left by now thinking "bhad mei jaye bhai ye kitna ladti hai mere sath mei ja rha hu 🤡" but I'm so glad you stayed I know I can be too much at times and i get upset quite easily (or do i huh 🤨) But i really appreciate you not giving up on me lol thank you so much ritvik. You really make me feel appreciated, I couldn't ask for more. UGHHH OH MY GOD I'll touch you wtf I love you girl I hope you know that 🎀🎀(but like not in a gay way ✋ stop mei nahi hu tharki✋🤬) maan toh mujhe hota hai ki bheju kuch gift 🥺 paise toh hai but online nahi 🤣🤣 #meikhudkomaardungi #mujhegharsenikalnahai Dekh ye topic mere IT ke exam mei bhi hai bhai mei zindagi mei na practice karu ye sab exams ke ek din pehle ke alawa aur idhar dekh tere liye likh diya (+point ab zyada padhna nahi padega IT ke liye) (MKC USS TAKLE KI SALA KUTTA SHRAP LAGEGA USE MERA) toh dekho yaar a crush is my biggest motivation 😍 (I'm really pathetic and I'm gonna kms) but real lololol yeh sahi mei accha hua kuch toh sikha maine 🤣 I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOUR SCOOTER WALI HASI IT IS MUSIC TO MY EARS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 UMMM YEAHHHHHHHHH eehhehehehhehhe this is lowkey so unprofessional mujhe thoda aesthetic banana tha but ab kuch bhi likh rhi hu 😞 yrr bas mei tujhe sathve male se phek dungi if I ever meet you kyuki tere paas time nahi rehta 🖕🖕I will do black magic on you if you ever leave so yuh🥺 (I'm jk) (no tf I'm not this is a threat ❤) I'd have added the photos you sent me later on but damn I don't really wanna ruin the layout (I'm lazy) :3

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Yo did I mention that you're absolutely adorable and cute [1000 baar cute bula diya hoga tujhe but tu hai toh ab mei kya karu😔] and pretty and stunning and gorgeous and beautiful and oh my gooooshhhh you're so cute I'll eat you. (is complimenting you too much creepy? 😔 IDGAF I'LL DO IT ANYWAY) (please tell me if it's creepy I'll stop 💀) (I'm jk idgaf nigga I'll touch you) Bro you look so good in shirts (real) (real) (I CAN'T STOP SAYING REAL I LITERALLY KEEP SAYING REAL IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CONVERSATION WITH A PERSON I JUST MET I PHYSICALLY CANNOT STOP HELP) You need to stop being insecure nigga you're handsome asf😞 You're the cutest when you're flustered I lowkey enjoy teasing you. And I love how innocent you are 😭 oh my gosh please stay like that you're so much better that way. And you're soooooooooooo SOOOOOOO AGHHHHHHHHHHHHH I CAN'T FIND THE WORDS it was so funny seeing you say "I'm kinda kinda jealous of him" LIKE WHAT 😭😭😭😭😭 WHAT DO YOU MEAN 😭😭😭 I LITERALLY TOLD YOU I LOVED YOU A WEEK AGO WDYM YOU'RE JEALOUS OF THAT GUY??? AN ABSOLUTE NOBODY goodnight I don't get how stupid a person can be. 😍 (lowkey enjoyed it though mujhe maza aaya sunn ke 🥳) (cuz meri hi gand kyu jale humesha 🥺🤣🖕bkl bitchass niga fak u) Alright alright I'll stop now I know even you're tired of reading so much it's okay ritvik this nightmare of a birthday gift is over hehe. I hope i can fill your phone's storage with your favorite songs sung by me, and stupid pictures of me in the moustache filter. And that's all ; "when the world overwhelms you, I'll be there to listen to you. I want to be good for you." Once again, happy birthday ritvik, I hope I can be around for long enough to send you birthday wishes on your next birthdays!!